2.14.2007

Hnoss

((An exercise in changing a myth.))


My mother once told me
That you were a swine
No, that’s wrong.
Her swine.

She said you were changed
To always be near her
And never to worry
What Daddy saw.

Uncle Freyr knew but he never told
Because you both knew, too
What Grandpa would do
If he ever found out about Her.

Freyr’s Giant was worse than
Anything
You or I
Could ever do.

And even the magic
That she taught to Daddy
He could never see
What was happening.

And she with her kingdom war-dead and he with his
And he thought my beauty was a union of deities.

They were his gift
To her, you know.
She kept half
And he kept her.

Even when every time he left
She cried tears of red gold.
She stayed with him
Even so.

Because of you.
Because of me.
Because of the offering.

But not because of the love, which she held most dear.
That’s what we were for.

And now, every time she travels
In her cart
Pulled by her lioncats
She knows.

All her love for,
All her attraction to,
All her battles of,
Her death, her magic, her wealth of

You.

She thinks of me,
And all I represent,
With my beauty,
And all I resent.

But I’ve taken her cloak;
The one from the redbirds.
And fly away with it
To find and return things.

Her necklace.
My freedom.

2.13.2007

I should be writing an essay right now...

I found out last night that my little sister was invited to the sixteenth birthday party of a set of twins she has known and been friends with for ten years. She was eager to go, of course, and looked forward to it for over a week. But when she got there, these sixteen-year olds were drinking and smoking, and their single mother was not in the house. So my little sister left. After a five minute walk she showed back up at my parents house, and informed them. My mom and their mom are good friends, so she'll undoubtedly hear about it.

But it brings me to tears with pride that my little sister has the will power and strength of character to walk away from people who she has loved and trusted for a decade rather than partake in such activities.

I have always known Babyladee was awesome, even without justification, but now I can prove it to those I tell. I also take solace in the fact that she is not as impressionable as I have previously believed, and can absolutely stand up for herself and what she believes is right, even if it's not popular. She is a hero.

I just wish I could hug her right now.