I am completely and utterly alone in the world.

There's no sense in avoiding it anymore: I have no one.

Nobody cares what I have to say, or what I'm thinking. At the end of the day, there's no one I can talk to, not a single person. They are all too busy Dancing Through Life to notice that I need help. I can't do this on my own. I am so lost here.

They pretend to care, but really the human race is just so damned egoist, no one could ever truly be selfless.
And then there's the ones who just outright hate me. And that's just mean. I mean, I don't care that you don't like me. I'm not asking you to like me. I have plenty of experience dealing with large groups of people that just don't like me. But do you have to bury me in salt after you skin me? Isn't it enough for you that we just don't interact? Can't you be satisfied without spending all the energy to hate me? Can't you just goddamn leave me alone???

People ask other people where they think they'll be in ten, twenty years, or for the rest of their lives.

Well, I see myself alone. And I'll go to work, whatever it may be, and I'll come home, wherever that'll be, and then that's it. And I'll do that every day for years, because there'll be nothing else to do, and I'm too much of a fucking coward to do anything about it.

So my existence is going to amount to pretty much zero....
And I mean, I hate that. But what are you gonna do?